Too Many Fucking Interesting Things, Goddamit
What is this shit? Why are there so many interesting things? I am interested in State Space Models, Reinforcement Learning, Diffusion Models, Optimal Transport, Dynamical Systems Theory, Astrocytes, Multi-Region Communication, all of this goddamn stuff that takes time and energy to understand.
It is horseshit that I can't just download knowledge of these topics directly into my brain and get on with it. No. I have to put my ass in a chair and think!
It really is too much to bear, I need to go live as a monk on a mountaintop and excise this desire to know things out of myself or I am going to go crazy.